Misunderstood

June 24th, 2008

Friendships

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So I go to an Aspergers/High Funtioning Autism Drop in Centre in the city centre quite frequently now. And I have been for almost 2 years.

Well I have finally finally started to make some really good friends there. Both amongst the girls with A, SD, E, and F. And some of the older men, most notably D.

So last night, what with the city centre being dug up, meaning a regular walk, to the main intersection, we ended up having a couple in a pub around the intersection.

Needless to say, D is also an intellectual, and after 2 hours at a quiz, it was wonderful to have a wonderful chat in the pub. We talked for almost two hours on things such as

  • Religion and the State
  • Anti-Semetism and what the word really means
  • Zionism and Judaism
  • Law of Return (Israeli Law stating the right of every jew to live in the state of israel
  • Israeli Palestine conflict
  • Self medication vs prescription drugs

needless to state that is not all we talked about… we talked about loads. As well as trying to arrange a time to meet up to go to my local pub. Which D knows very well. Also the possibility for meeting up for some food sometime soon. Like before Art this week

In other news…. I wanna go to Israel

June 19th, 2008

Nearly there

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In 12 months time I shall be graduating from University.
In 11 months I shall be getting my exam results

Not long to go.

December 9th, 2007

Hospital Post…

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Helen was sick for the first time in her life, and from what it sounds like on the verge of becoming seriously ill, but luckily just missed out on that…
I am back now all being well.

So what happened. Around 8:30pm Sunday night I started having lower right abdominal pain. By 10pm I was crying with pain having been laying in bed with my hot water bottle. So eventually called my mum and got talked into calling NHS 24 aka out of hours medical service. With the support of several people in a chat room I called spoke to a nurse, eventually…
so they made an appointment for me at the out of hours centre at the Royal Infirmary.

I managed to get there on my own…By taxi the taxi driver was lovely, although he did not know the correct place to drop me off for the out of hours centre.
Need I say the GP was lovely. She ruled out UTI and then because of suspected appendicitis, got me through the que in A and E where I got a wheelchair ride too.
Shortly after 1 am I was lying on a gurney in a crappy hospital gown, in A and E, tired, lonely, I was on my own and it was noisy. Luckily in spite of the lack of blanket I was warm… I was pretty much left on my own for hours there, feeling semi crap.
So I was poked and prodded at, and an IV port inserted in my arm hours before it was used. They put it in when the did the blood tests… And I had a pelvic xray. Then they hung a bag of saline.

It was about 5 am when I was admitted to Bed 6/1 which was ward 107 Section B. This was the general surgery ward. And by that time with the moving there was a back flow of blood going quite far back in to the IV line. So when they hung the new bag they had to attach a new line and port for it. Oh and I had one of the cot sides up in case one of the little old ladies I shared the room with got confused coming back from the bathroom again.

So Monday. There was nausea, and lots of sleep. I also had to have a pelvic ultrasound to rule out ovarian cysts, this came back clear, although I was no longer in so much pain. I slept most of the day not getting any the night before. And the nurses kept telling me off for not drinking enough, especially when I came off the drip. By the evening though it was believed I was going home the next day. So that night was not very good sleep wise.
Tuesday I woke up extremely nauseos, and ended up having 3 sips squash, pacing, 3 sips squash, more pacing, anti-emetic, some tea, more pacing, I think you get the picture. So I was nil-by-mouth from about 10am with a drip in - and a new port at that coz the other one had stopped working. And a visit from an anasthesiologist. And definately not going home. At 3:30 I was heading down to the operating theatre and put onto one of there horrible gurneys, but I was allowed to keep my blankets. By 4pm I was anathetised. I can sort of remember the recovery room, yeah sort of, and getting back to the ward around 6:30, quarter to 7, and having a visitor, but really that is all I remember. Apparently I didn’t do anything embarrasing, but kept saying I feel dizzy to which a really nice nurse kept saying it was the morphine. I remember being told my appendix had been removed (keyhole surgery). Finally became more rational at around 11pm needing to go to the toilet, and ended up really uncomfortable and catheterised…
Wednesday I ended up having morphine as well, texting a few people, and urm yes I can’t remember most of wednesday except that I had a visit for an hour and was cathetherised till midnight. Urm and in pain.
Thursday I got home, after struggling to pee - yeah took me drinking my tea and my whole jug of water to go. So went home moved my laptop to my bed and then slept.

The day and a half at home was ok, I mostly slept, and some crying from the fall out of the situation and my mum came to visit So Mum took me back up on Friday night. I couldn’t pee, and my bowels hadn’t moved. Everyone kept asking for a urine sample, which no matter how often I tried I couldn’t manage, so I was readmitted, this time to a different ward. This ward was vascular surgery, and only had one really nice nurse. SO I was catheterised again. And In pain again. Lots of pain, inspite of pain meds. I was also very nauseos. So the Doctor took me off the one med that was doing something for the pain. leaving me with paracetemol and ibuprofen, which I said from the start I couldn’t have. Oh and they let me walk around with a catheter leg bag coming loose on sunday.

So I am home now, and I still am in pain, on Tramadol Morning and Night, Paracetemol the rest of the time, with cyclizine for the nausea that won’t go. I have a catheter in still and will have till around the 21st of the month. Oh and anti-biotics for the UTI I have gained. Plus my usual meds…. I only get the decent pain meds etc, thanks to my wonderful GP.
I think in total I got stuck with needles 3 times for an IV line first time, twice for heparin and twice for morphine and once for a blood test, second time 3 times trying to get an IV line in, once for a blood test and once for heparin.

July 31st, 2007

Malta: Day 0 Cardiff and The Flight

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Well Cardiff, what a day?! Lots of doing very little - and well shopping for essentials.

Lots of Sun Protection to slop on, as well as tea and milk powder.

Then it was chilling with lunch at the local weatherspoons - not exactly brilliant, but it kept me going until, we got through security at the airport.

The airport was OK, I was a bit hyperactive, and unable to sit still. I got myself a keyring there and had lots of chocolate.

Then the Flight. Air Malta flight KM5207. I was in Seat 14A, looking over the wing with a wonderful view of a marvellous sunset. Then during the flight - they had screens which was showing us where we were. For example when we were flying over England or Sardinia, you could look out the window if the height and cloud conditions were right. It also showed how long the flight had left, the height we were flying at and the distance to our destination (Malta).

Our flight - despite being slightly delayed - still landed on time at 01:55 Local time.

Then from the airport we had to go by minibus, through the backroads that look like they have resurfaced the roads since I was here last. It took half an hour to get to our hotel, by minibus. The accomodation looks good. Everything is clean - no cockroaches around. and the bathroom, and floor and balcony are all tiled. The crockery and stuff is clean and useable too.
Anyway - the bed looks comfortable, it is 3am, and may still be hot, but I am tired and would like some sleep now.

June 27th, 2007

Sometimes

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You have to make hard decisions.

I have previously made two….

1. Was to convert to Judaism. I am all being well 6 months out from completing this aim2
2. To move to Edinburgh permenantly.

Then I had a really really bad year. It was horrid. I had no motivation, very bad concentration, a neighbour who was really inconsiderate and kept me awake all night. Oh and then I spent most of terms one and two ill.

So then I made a massive decision. One I know I’d have the support required to do…..

Repeat my third year.

It also means I won’t graduate until 2009.

August 8th, 2006

Alphabetical is good

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I am currently putting all my books back into alphabetical order, a long job especially considering the number of books I have.

 Also needing doing are my DVDs and computer games.

Well it will be done and more books will be easy to put into place when they are bought.

Only problem is I am running out of bookshelve space :(

July 27th, 2006

Holidays

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So it is now the end of July and I broke up for the holidays a month ago, and still have two to go. So I have decided to have some projects going.

One of them is learning Hebrew. I have bought four Hebrew books in the last fourty eight hours. Three of them are from a series of Four books called “Shalav Ivrit” I already have book one - Shalav Ivrit Alef. So these are books three and four “bet and gimel” and the primer “alfon” The other book is another hebrew book in a different style “Ha-Yesod” So 1 chapter a week of both of those shouldn’t be so bad. And I should learn something from these.

I also have set up my fish tank and on Saturday my first fish for several years = “chips” shall be bought. “beans” will follow two weeks later.

Then I have a trip to edinburgh to make at the beginning of september to go to Shul and see rabbi M. Me not going in the holidays is probrably not a good idea as my mood falls if I can’t go. That and I really enjoy going. Even if I cannot yet read Hebrew fast enough to sing along.

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July 17th, 2006

Half-way post

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Well, if I want it I have a DipHE, but I don’t. I want my Degree with HONOURS. In 12 months If I do alright I shall be a BSc (Bachelor of Science) in Applied Marine Biology. But still I do not want that either. So degree year and honours year and then I can graduate. That means come September 22nd (Coincidently also Rosh HaShanah) I have to start working towards my career. Â

I want to work in Research therefore I need to work hard and get good marks in the next two years so I can get into a university and either do a masters degree - there are several in scotland - or a pHD.

On a down note, I got my exam results officially for this year.

2 B’s
4 C’s
4 D’s
2 E’s

And for those who know me well - the best results overall where when you would least expect them…….. Autumn Term